duminică, 18 septembrie 2011

Sister love...

I never had the chance to tell you that I have a sister , an older sister , a very cute one , I love her ... I never thought I did love her but now that she moved out , I miss her so much ... I mean we always argued about stupid things like  ... when i was 5 years old , she was in 9th grade and when I was going to bed she was still doing her homework , the light was on , and I  was screaming and crying that I couldn't sleep , even though I couldn't fall asleep without the light on ... that was me , a stupid stupid kid .
Now she's married , has a little baby , which by the way , it's adorable , a little baby boy ... I love them both very very much ....

sâmbătă, 17 septembrie 2011

LOVE ?

Hello again , last night while standing in my bed I remembered something really embarrassing about my age ... I guess you wanna know , so I'll tell you ... I'm 13 years old and I've never kissed any one and I've never been kissed by any one , I know , I know , it's really stupid , but , I never actually felt that sparkle or butterflies in my tummy , I mean I had boyfriends and we held our hands but that's all, like I said I'm not a very romantic person , I've never been  ...
Is that really so bad ? some of my friends say that is really necessarily cause then my future boyfriends won't wanna be with me or things like this , but I simply don't want to , I don't know why , but I guess , but I'm not sure ,  I guess I'm just keeping my first kiss for the love of ... ughhh that sounds so romantic ... I'm not romantic , or I am ? I'll think about that ...

vineri, 16 septembrie 2011

Tiny tiny little person

Hi dear readers , did you ever think that you're a tiny tiny little person in this huge world, did you ever think that no one knows that you even exist , that if you suddenly die no one will know about it , I feel like this mostly all the time , Do you think that every second from now you , me or anyone else  can die , or that probably the world can make POP  anytime ?  Well let me tell you something , this is actually the thing , STOP thinking about the end of the world or about any one dead , STOP thinking , just live your life ,  live it cause you have just one  !