LOVE ?

Hello again , last night while standing in my bed I remembered something really embarrassing about my age ... I guess you wanna know , so I'll tell you ... I'm 13 years old and I've never kissed any one and I've never been kissed by any one , I know , I know , it's really stupid , but , I never actually felt that sparkle or butterflies in my tummy , I mean I had boyfriends and we held our hands but that's all, like I said I'm not a very romantic person , I've never been  ...
Is that really so bad ? some of my friends say that is really necessarily cause then my future boyfriends won't wanna be with me or things like this , but I simply don't want to , I don't know why , but I guess , but I'm not sure ,  I guess I'm just keeping my first kiss for the love of ... ughhh that sounds so romantic ... I'm not romantic , or I am ? I'll think about that ...