C.O.L. - cry out loud

Today was the worst day of my life ... I had a fight with my bff , but I'm used to fights , I mean , we argue all the time , because we're different , but today was horrible we were screaming one at the other and throwing thing all around us (by the way , we were in the school bathroom ) but it was kind of funny , I mean we were like in a romantic movie ''I loved you so much '' , '' I never saw that '' and so on  , We never fought like this before , as I said we fight a lot but at the end of the day we bring the best in us and we love each other .
After I  stand in my bed crying on each 2 minutes I started thinking that I lost her for ever , and I never pictured life without her , I think about her every 2 seconds , I just , can't imagine what we'll both be with out each other : ME - the bitch that has more clothes in her closet that a year has days
                                : HER - selfish aggressive girl that no one likes
Yes , so I will probably lay in my bed crying for the rest of the night , I love her .

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